Chapter 7 - The Weight of Choice

I sat in the quiet communications trailer, staring down at the Manila envelope in my lap.
Five million dollars. A clean passport. Total, absolute freedom.
Everything I had prayed for during those long, terrifying months in Blackwater Cove was sitting right in my hands. No more hiding. No more black sedans. No more living under the shadow of the Calder empire.
I picked up the envelope, stood up, and walked out of the trailer into the cool, rain-washed night air.
The Maybach was waiting at the edge of the gravel drive, its engine idling quietly. Grant stood by the open rear door, holding an umbrella over his head.
I walked down the steps. Roman stood near the edge of the bluffs, twenty feet away, his back turned to me, looking out over the dark, churning waters of the Atlantic Ocean. He looked solitary, imposing, and completely alone—the same way he had looked the night I met him four years ago.
I walked up to Grant.
"Where to, Miss Hart?" Grant asked softly, his voice devoid of its usual sternness. "The airport?"
I looked at the Manila envelope in my hands. Then I looked back at the man standing alone against the wind on the edge of the cliff.
"Grant," I said quietly.
"Yes, Miss Hart?"
"Does he ever talk about his family?"
Grant paused, staring at me for a moment before looking toward Roman.
"His father was a monster who used to lock him in the cellar when the shipping numbers were down," Grant said quietly. "His mother died when he was twelve. Roman built this empire because he believed the only way to protect himself from being hurt was to control everything and everyone around him."
Grant looked down at me with deep sincerity.
"When you ran, Miss Hart, he didn't just lose an accountant. He lost the only person who ever looked at him without wanting something from his pocket or fearing his gun. He said those things to you at the gala because he was terrified... terrified that loving you made him weak."
My breath caught in my throat as Grant’s words sank deep into my chest.
You mean nothing to me.
It hadn't been a statement of fact. It had been a shield. A desperate, foolish lie spoken by a man who had been taught his entire life that love was a weakness that would get him killed.
I turned around.
I walked away from the open door of the Maybach.
I walked across the damp grass toward the edge of the cliff, stopping three feet behind Roman Calder.
"You're still here," Roman said quietly without turning around, the wind whipping his dark hair across his forehead. "The car is waiting, Evelyn."
"I know," I said, holding the Manila envelope against my side.
May you like
"Then why aren't you in it?"
"Because you're an idiot, Roman," I said softly.