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Chapter 3 - The Mirror’s Curse

When Samuel was fourteen, he began to change in a way that terrified me.

The child soft features began to sharpen. His chin squared off. His shoulders broadened under his threadbare coats, and his eyes—those dark, piercing hazel eyes—lost their childhood roundness and took on a cold, steady clarity.

He was beginning to look like Mark Caldwell.

It wasn't a resemblance you could easily point to with a single feature; it was an aura. The way he stood in a room without making a sound. The way his mouth set into a thin, straight line when he was listening to someone lie. The quiet, terrifying stillness he possessed when I yelled at him.

He no longer flinched when I raised my voice. He simply watched me.

And that quiet gaze was far worse than his tears had ever been.

One evening in October—fourteen years to the month since the night at St. Anne’s Memorial—Victoria held a family dinner at her mansion to celebrate Julian’s fourteenth birthday.

She had dragged Mark into inviting us. Daniel had insisted we go, buying himself a new tie from a discount rack and forcing Samuel to wear a clean white shirt that was two inches too short at the wrists.

"We are going as a family," Daniel had said firmly, ignoring my complaints. "Victoria is your twin, Esther. It’s time we stopped living like recluses."

The Caldwell mansion was blindingly bright when we arrived.

A grand crystal chandelier hung in the foyer, casting millions of tiny light specks across the white marble floor. The smell of roasted lamb, rosemary, and expensive wine hung in the warm air. Servants in black aprons moved silently between the dining room and the kitchen.

Julian came down the curved staircase first.

He was fourteen, tall, well-fed, wearing a tailored navy blazer and brown leather shoes. He had Daniel’s warm smile and an easy, effortless confidence that made him instantly likeable. He ran over to Daniel, hugging his uncle with genuine affection.

"Uncle Daniel! Did you bring the carved wooden horse you promised me?" Julian laughed.

"In my coat pocket, son," Daniel grinned, pulling out a small mahogany figurine he had spent three weeks whittling after work.

Then Samuel stepped into the foyer.

He stood beside me, his hands thrust deep into his pocketless trousers, his short sleeves exposing his skinny wrists.

Victoria came out of the living room, holding a glass of white wine. When her eyes fell on Samuel, she stopped dead in the middle of the marble hallway.

Her glass trembled.

"Samuel..." she whispered.

Samuel looked at his aunt. He bowed his head slightly—a gesture of polite distance he had taught himself—and said, "Happy birthday to Julian, Aunt Victoria."

Victoria walked toward him as if pulled by an invisible string. She reached out a hand, her diamond rings catching the chandelier light, and touched Samuel’s cheek. Her fingers were trembling.

"You look..." Victoria gasped, her eyes searching Samuel’s face, tracing the sharp line of his jaw, the shape of his dark eyebrows, the identical way his left eyelid had a tiny crease near the temple. "My God, Esther... he looks so much like..."

"He looks like a Reed," I interrupted sharply, stepping between Victoria and the boy, snatching Samuel’s arm with a hand that dug deep into his skin. "He has my family’s chin and Daniel’s silence. Don't go looking for ghosts in another woman’s child, Victoria."

Mark stepped out from his study at the end of the hall, holding a glass of scotch.

He stood beside Victoria, resting his hand on her waist. His eyes moved from Julian—who was happily chatting with Daniel about woodworking—to Samuel, who was standing frozen beneath my tight grip.

Mark’s face did not change. Not a single muscle moved.

"Welcome to our home, Esther," Mark said, his voice deep, rich, and utterly devoid of warmth. "It’s been a long time since Samuel spent an evening under our roof."

"We won't stay long," I said coldly. "Daniel just wanted to deliver the toy."

"Nonsense," Mark said smoothly, gesturing toward the dining room. "Dinner is served. Sit down. Let us see how much the boys have grown."

That dinner was a slow, exquisite torture.

We sat at a long mahogany table laid with silver cutlery and cloth napkins. Julian sat between Victoria and Mark, laughing, talking about his prep school football team, asking for second helpings of lamb.

Samuel sat across from him, beside me.

He didn't touch his food for the first fifteen minutes. He sat with his hands in his lap, waiting for permission that he knew I would not give easily in front of strangers.

"Eat your dinner, Samuel," Victoria pleaded from the head of the table. "Please. There’s plenty."

Samuel looked at me.

I gave him a tiny, almost imperceptible nod—the nod that meant eat slowly, don't show your hunger, don't disgrace me.

He picked up his fork with meticulous care. He held it correctly—not like a shovel, as Daniel often did, but with the quiet elegance of someone who had practiced in secret. He cut his meat into tiny, precise squares, chewing thirty times before swallowing, his eyes fixed firmly on his plate.

Mark watched him the entire night.

"You have very fine manners, Samuel," Mark remarked casually, setting his wine glass down with a soft click against the mahogany. "Who taught you to eat like a gentleman?"

Samuel didn't look up. "Nobody, sir. I just watch."

"He watches too much," I snapped, taking a long drink of wine. "He spends half his day staring out windows dreaming about things that don't belong to him."

"Dreaming is free, Esther," Mark said softly, his dark eyes locking onto mine across the candles. "Even for boys raised in dark houses. Isn't that right?"

I felt a sudden, sharp chill pass through my stomach. The air in the warm dining room felt suddenly thin, as if the oxygen were being slowly sucked out through the keyholes.

After dinner, the boys went into the game room to play billiards. Daniel went outside with Mark to look at the garden drainage, leaving Victoria and me alone in the drawing room.

Victoria sat on the silk sofa, her hands clasped tightly in her lap.

"Esther," she began, her voice shaking. "I need to ask you something. And I want you to tell me the truth."

"I always tell the truth," I lied.

Victoria looked toward the hallway where the faint sound of billiard balls clicking together echoed off the plaster.

"Why do you hate him so much?" she asked quietly.

"I don't hate him."

"You do," Victoria wept, tears finally spilling over her lashes. "I’ve watched you for fourteen years, Esther. You look at that boy like he’s a debt you’re being forced to pay. He’s gentle. He’s smart. He looks at you with so much longing it breaks my heart every time I visit! Why can't you just love him?!"

I stood up from my plush armchair, adjusting my cheap handbag over my arm.

"Because he reminds me of everything I never had, Victoria," I said, my voice dropping into a razor-thin whisper. "He has your face. He has your brain. He acts like he’s too good for Willow Street, just like you thought you were too good for our neighborhood when Mark Caldwell came along with his shiny car."

Victoria stared at me, her mouth open in horror. "Is that what this has been about? Thirty years of jealousy because I married Mark?"

"You got the world, Victoria," I hissed, leaning over her until my face was inches from hers. "And I got the crumbs. Don't talk to me about love. You don't know what love costs when you have to buy it on credit."

I turned and walked out of the room, leaving my twin sister weeping into her silk pillows.

In the hallway, Mark was standing near the front door, waiting for my coat.

He held it out for me, his expression unreadable.

As I slipped my arms into the cheap polyester sleeves, Mark leaned down, his mouth near my ear.

"He’s growing up fast, Esther," Mark whispered, his breath warm against my neck. "Another four years, and he’ll be a man. And men have a habit of looking into their pasts to find out who built them."

I pulled away, glaring at him. "He’s my son. He’ll be whatever I tell him to be."

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Mark smiled—that thin, dark, terrifying smile.

"We shall see, Esther," he said softly. "We shall see."

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