Chapter 6 - THE CRUMBLED PEDESTAL

The publication of the Pendelton expose on Friday morning sent shockwaves through the city of Chicago. By noon, the FBI had executed a search warrant on the Pendelton Group’s corporate headquarters. By 3:00 p.m., the Mayor announced the immediate cancellation of all city contracts with Pendelton’s subsidiaries.
My name was on the front page, above the fold, in bold black ink:BY EMILY CARTER.
Inside the newsroom, applause broke out when I walked back from the breakroom. Marcus handed me a glass of cheap champagne poured into a paper coffee cup.
"To the truth," Marcus said, raising his cup.
"To the truth," I echoed, taking a sip.
But behind the professional victory, the personal demolition of my former life was playing out in real time.
That evening, I received a phone call from Ryan.
I almost didn't answer, but something in me wanted to hear what was left of his voice. I stepped out onto the quiet fire escape behind the newsroom, the cool evening air wrapping around me.
"Emily?" Ryan’s voice was barely a whisper. He sounded entirely broken.
"Ryan."
"I... I wanted to say I’m sorry," he stammered. I could hear cars passing in the background. He was sitting in his car somewhere. "I didn't know Mom was going to sign that legal paper against you. I swear to God, Emily, I didn't know."
"She did it for you, Ryan," I said quietly. "Or at least, she did it for the version of you she created."
A choked sob came through the speaker. "Megan won't talk to me. She packed all her things from my apartment. Her dad told me if I ever came near their house again, he'd file a harassment order. My boss at the dealership called me in today... someone posted the story about the dinner on the local town forum. People are calling the dealership asking if we sell 'corporate logistics packages' with our used sedans. I got fired, Emily."
I felt no satisfaction in his pain. Only a profound, hollow sadness.
"Ryan," I said, leaning my forehead against the cold iron railing of the fire escape. "You let her lie for you for ten years. You let her hide my pictures. You let her treat me like trash because it made you feel like a king. You traded your real life for a cheap pedestal."
"I know," he wept openly now. "I was terrified, Emily! You were always the smart one! You went to Northwestern! You got awards! Dad and Mom always talked about how expensive your tuition was, how much trouble you were... Mom told me I was the only thing keeping the family together. She made me feel like if I wasn't successful, if I wasn't perfect, she wouldn't love me either!"
The realization struck me like a physical blow.
All those years, I had thought Ryan was the favored child who enjoyed every second of his privilege. I had never considered that my mother’s conditional love was a cage for him, just as her rejection was a cage for me. I was locked outside in the cold, but Ryan was locked inside a glass box, terrified that one wrong move would break the illusion and drop him into the cold with me.
"Ryan," I said softly. "You need to get away from her."
"She’s calling me twenty times an hour," he sobbed. "She wants me to move back home. She wants us to sue Judge Vance for defamation."
"If you go back to that house, Ryan, you will never grow up," I told him plainly. "You need to tell her no. For the first time in your life, you need to stand on your own two feet, sell cars if that’s what you do, and own your own reality."
There was a long pause on the line. Ryan wiped his nose. "Can... can I ever fix things with you, Em?"
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I looked out over the skyline of Chicago, the lights glittering against the dark expanse of Lake Michigan.
"I don't know, Ryan," I answered honestly. "That depends on who you decide to be when you aren't Mom's golden child."