Chapter 6 - The Shadows of the Past

Despite the new beginning, ghosts still had a way of showing up when you least expected them.
It happened on a warm Saturday afternoon in May.
Camila and I were at the local farmers' market downtown, picking out fresh strawberries and artisanal bread for a weekend picnic, when I heard a voice that made my blood run cold.
“Mariana?”
I turned around.
Standing near a flower stall, looking older, gaunter, and entirely defeated, was my mother.
She wore a faded thrift-store cardigan that looked three sizes too big for her frame, her hair unstyled and graying at the roots. Gone were the designer suits, the pearl necklaces, and the arrogant, untouchable posture of a woman who looked down on everyone around her.
Camila instinctively stepped closer to me, grabbing the hem of my skirt with her small hand.
“Hello, Mom,” I said, keeping my voice calm, steady, and entirely devoid of emotion.
My mother looked down at the basket of fresh strawberries in my hand, then up at my face. Tears welled instantly in her tired, bloodshot eyes.
“You look... you look wonderful, Mariana,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “And Camila... oh, look how much she’s grown.”
She took a hesitant step forward, reaching out a shaking, weathered hand as if she wanted to touch my daughter’s cheek.
I didn't move, but my gaze hardened into something cold enough to stop her in her tracks. She dropped her hand back to her side, shrinking back.
“What do you want, Mom?” I asked.
“I just... I wanted to see you,” she sobbed softly, wiping her nose with a crumpled tissue. “Your father... he’s broken, Mariana. He sits in that tiny apartment all day staring at the wall. He won't talk to anyone. And Lauren... Lauren won't even return his phone calls from jail. We have nothing left.”
“You had everything,” I said quietly, the words dropping like lead weights between us. “You had a family, you had a home, you had respect, and you had a daughter and granddaughter who loved you unconditionally. You traded all of it for greed, control, and social status.”
My mother broke down completely, covering her face with her hands as quiet, ragged sobs shook her thin shoulders. Passersby at the farmers' market glanced sideways at us, whispering, but I didn't care.
“I’m sorry,” she choked out through her fingers. “We were so foolish... we thought we were invincible.”
“Invincible isn't real, Mom,” I said, stepping past her with Camila’s hand safely tucked in mine. “The only thing that’s real is the truth. And the truth caught up with you.”
May you like
I didn't look back as I walked away.
We kept walking toward the car, the warm desert sun shining down on us, bright and clear and completely unburdened by the past.