Chapter 7 - The Voice in the Garden

Later that evening, after the last birthday guest had left and the yard was returned to a quiet, twilight calm, Ethan sat on the porch steps, admiring his brand-new red bicycle.
The sun was dipping below the horizon, painting the sky in gorgeous hues of lavender, orange, and soft pink.
My phone, resting on the patio table, vibrated softly.
I picked it up. An unfamiliar Atlanta area code flashed across the screen.
I took a deep breath, slid the bar across, and placed the phone to my ear.
"Hello?" I said calmly.
Silence stretched across the line for three long seconds before a voice answered—raspy, hesitant, and completely stripped of its former arrogance.
"Claire?"
It was Garrett.
"Hello, Garrett," I said, keeping my tone polite, neutral, and steady.
"I... I wanted to wish Ethan a happy birthday," he said softly. "I know I missed his visitation weekend last week. My... my schedule in Atlanta has been complicated."
"Ethan had a wonderful birthday party today, Garrett," I replied, looking down at our son, who was carefully wiping a speck of dust off his new bike frame with his sleeve. "He received a bicycle from my father. He’s very happy."
Garrett let out a long, shaky breath over the line. "Does he... does he ever ask about me?"
The question hung in the warm evening air like a autumn leaf suspended on water.
I remembered the cold white lights of the pediatric ICU. I remembered the rhythmic beep of the cardiac monitor. I remembered a five-year-old boy looking through an oxygen mask, his voice barely louder than a breath, asking: “Is Daddy coming?”
"No, Garrett," I answered truthfully, without malice or anger. "He doesn't ask anymore."
Garrett was silent for a long moment. I could hear the faint sound of city traffic through his receiver—the distant, lonely hum of an unfamiliar life in an unfamiliar city.
"I ruined everything, didn't I?" he whispered, his voice cracking with sudden, genuine remorse.
"You made your choices, Garrett," I said softly. "And now we are all living with the consequences. I hope you find peace in Atlanta. I really do. But Ethan and I are doing very well."
"Can I... can I speak to him for just one minute?" he begged quietly. "Just to say happy birthday?"
I looked down at Ethan. I walked down the porch steps, knelt beside my son in the grass, and touched his shoulder gently.
"Ethan, sweetheart?" I asked softly. "Your father is on the phone. He wants to wish you a happy birthday. Would you like to say hello?"
Ethan stopped wiping his bicycle pedal. He looked up at me, his hazel eyes clear, calm, and thoughtful. He didn't look sad. He didn't look frightened.
"Is Grandpa inside?" Ethan asked instead.
"Yes, Grandpa is in the kitchen," I said.
Ethan smiled warmly. "Tell Daddy thank you, but I want to go help Grandpa make ice cream sundaes now."
Ethan stood up, patted Captain Ellie inside his jacket pocket, and ran up the porch steps, letting the screen door click shut behind him with a happy bang.
I brought the phone back to my ear.
"You heard him, Garrett," I said quietly.
"Yes," Garrett whispered, his voice choking back a sob. "I heard him."
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"Goodbye, Garrett."
I ended the call, set the phone back on the patio table, and did not look at it again.