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Chapter 5 - The Mirror in the Dark

A month after the separation, Brandon sat in the dark living room of our former home.

The house was filthy. Takeout boxes covered the granite counters in the kitchen. Empty beer cans littered the coffee table. The lawn outside was overgrown, drawing angry notices from the homeowners' association board—a board he used to chair.

His mother, Eleanor, stood in the center of the living room, her expensive leather handbag clutched tightly against her coat, her face twisted in horror as she looked around the mansion.

"Brandon Charles Miller!" Eleanor gasped, kicking an empty pizza box out of her path. "What in heaven's name has happened to you?! The house smells like stale garbage! Your brother said you haven't been to work in three days!"

Brandon sat on the sofa, wearing dirty sweatpants and a rumpled t-shirt, staring blankly at the dark television screen.

"She won't come back, Mom," Brandon muttered, his voice sounding hollow, raspy from lack of sleep and alcohol. "She won't answer my calls. Her lawyer blocked every settlement offer. She wants half the estate, full custody, and permanent child support."

Eleanor sat beside him, taking his unwashed hand in hers. "Then we fight her, darling! We take those girls away from her! I told you from the beginning that a girl from a simple family wouldn't know how to support a man of your stature! She was ungrateful!"

Brandon looked at his mother for a long, slow moment.

For his entire life, Eleanor had told him he was perfect. When he failed a test in high school, it was the teacher's fault. When he was fired from his first internship for arrogance, it was his boss's jealousy. When he neglected his wife, his mother told him he was simply working hard to provide.

And for thirty-two years, Brandon had believed her.

"Mom," Brandon said quietly, a strange, bitter realization dawning in his chest. "I left her alone with the twins for four days."

"Well, you needed a break, dear!" Eleanor argued instantly. "You work so hard—"

"I told her..." Brandon swallowed hard, his throat dry, "...I told her that if she wanted to be a mother, she should start acting like one. While she hadn't slept in three days. While both babies were screaming."

Eleanor blinked, momentarily thrown off by the admission, but quickly recovered her smooth, protective armor. "Well... perhaps it was a bit insensitive, but she overreacted! A good wife forgives her husband's momentary lapse of temper!"

"It wasn't a lapse, Mom," Brandon said, his voice dropping to a whisper as the footage from the security cameras—the footage Arthur Pendelton had played during the deposition—flashed through his mind.

He had watched himself on those tapes.

He had seen himself walk past his sobbing wife without looking at her. He had seen himself close the bedroom door while his daughters screamed in fever. He had seen himself laugh on the phone with his friends while Maya stood in the kitchen at 3:00 AM, rocking two babies while crying silent tears of absolute exhaustion.

For the first time in his entire life, Brandon couldn't blame the teacher. He couldn't blame the boss. He couldn't blame his wife.

He looked into the mirror of his own actions, and saw a coward.

"Get out, Mom," Brandon said softly.

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Eleanor gasped. "What did you say to me?!"

"I said get out," Brandon repeated, standing up, his eyes dark with a mix of grief and self-loathing. "I need you to leave my house."

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