Chapter 3 - The Audit of the Soul

Lorraine’s face flushed a deep, mottled red. The sadness in her eyes evaporated, replaced by a sudden, sharp indignation that looked terrifyingly like her husband’s.
"What do you mean, I won't be touching it?!" she snapped, standing up from the swing. "That money came from Dad’s life insurance! That was family money! Dad built that dream for all of us!"
"Your father built that dream for me," I corrected her, standing up to meet her gaze. "Your father worked fifty hours a week at the postal sorting facility so I wouldn't have to worry when he was gone. He left that money to his wife. Not to Kevin’s parents. Not to Kevin’s career. To me."
"We are your family, Mom!" she yelled, gesturing toward the Audi parked at the curb. "Leo and Maya are your grandchildren! How could you sell their summer home out from under them without even asking?!"
"Leo and Maya haven't spoken more than three words to me at that lake house in two years, Lorraine," I said coldly. "Because every time they came, Kevin handed them iPads or told them to go out on the jet skis that he rented with money he borrowed from my emergency fund and never paid back."
Lorraine flinched as if I had slapped her.
"Yes," I continued, stepping closer to her on the porch. "I kept track, Lorraine. I kept track of the three thousand dollars Kevin 'borrowed' three years ago for his business trip to Chicago that he forgot to return. I kept track of the fifteen hundred dollars I paid to fix the dock boat lift after Kevin rammed it because he was drinking beers with his buddies. I kept track of every single expense, every insult, and every quiet dismissal."
"Mom... Kevin is under a lot of stress—"
"I don't care about Kevin’s stress!" I roared. The sound of my own raised voice echoed off the neighborhood trees, loud and thunderous.
Lorraine gasped, taking a step back toward the porch stairs.
"I am sixty-eight years old!" I shouted, the years of accumulated pain and quiet tolerance bursting through my chest like a dam giving way. "I have buried my husband! I have worked thirty-four years in a hospital emergency room! I have earned my peace! I will not spend the rest of my natural life being squeezed dry by a spineless son-in-law and a daughter who has forgotten how to be a daughter!"
Down at the curb, the door of the Audi clicked open. Kevin stepped out, his face pale, looking nervously up and down my quiet, respectable Atlanta street as my voice echoed across the manicured lawns.
"Dorothy! Keep your voice down!" Kevin called out, trying to sound firm as he walked up my driveway. "The neighbors are watching!"
I turned my gaze toward Kevin. The sheer hatred in my eyes stopped him dead in his tracks ten feet from my porch steps.
"Let them watch, Kevin," I said, my voice dropping back into a terrifyingly calm, sharp tone. "Let them see the man who couldn't afford to buy his own family a cabin, so he stole his mother-in-law's, pushed her out the door, and then cried like a child when she locked the gate."
Kevin’s jaw worked silently. He looked at Lorraine, expecting her to defend him, but Lorraine was staring at me, utterly paralyzed by the monster she had awakened.
"Get off my property, Kevin," I instructed him quietly. "Both of you. If either of you steps foot on my lawn again without my explicit invitation, I will call the Atlanta Police Department, and I will have you served with a formal order of protection."
"Mom... you can't be serious," Lorraine choked out, tears overflowing again. "You're cutting us off over a lake house?"
"I am not cutting you off over a lake house, Lorraine," I said, stepping back toward my front door and placing my hand on the brass handle. "I am cutting you off because you traded your mother’s heart for a seat at Kevin’s parents' table. When you figure out what that cost you... you know where I live. But until then... stay away from me."
I stepped inside.
I closed the oak door.
I turned the heavy deadbolt with a crisp, final click.
Through the decorative glass pane, I watched them. I watched Kevin grab Lorraine’s arm, shouting at her as they walked back to the Audi. I watched my daughter cry hysterically as she got into the passenger seat. I watched the car speed away down the tree-lined street, leaving behind nothing but quiet asphalt.
I walked into my living room, sat down on my sofa, and looked at the framed photograph of Samuel sitting on the side table. Samuel was smiling in his wide-brimmed fishing hat, holding a bass he had caught twenty years ago at Lake Lanier.
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I reached out, tracing his face with my thumb.
"I did it, Sam," I whispered to the quiet room. "I didn't rush the broth. I waited until it was cooked."