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Chapter 3 - THE SECRET MEDICATION

Four days passed.

During the daytime, I performed my duties as lower housemaid with relentless efficiency. I scrubbed the marble entry halls, polished the brass fixtures in the gallery, and carried heavy buckets of coal up to the secondary parlor fires. I made sure never to give Mr. Hayes or Selene any excuse to reprimand me.

But every night at midnight, when the mansion fell into its deep, suffocating slumber, I slipped out of my narrow bed in the attic quarters and crept up the spiral stairs to the third floor.

Juliet was waiting for me every time.

Through the keyhole and the narrow gap beneath the door, we talked. I learned that she was nine years old, though her voice sounded far younger—stunted by years of isolation in a single room. She told me about the white ceiling plaster that had three cracks resembling a flying bird, about the velvet curtains she wasn't allowed to draw back, and about the piano she used to play when her mother was still alive.

"My mother had red hair like yours," Juliet whispered to me on the fourth night. She was sitting on the floor just on the other side of the heavy oak door. "She used to smell like rosewater. Do you smell like rosewater, Clara?"

"No," I smiled softly in the dark corridor. "I smell like carbolic soap and damp starch today."

Juliet let out a small, bubbling giggle—a sound so pure and sweet that it made my chest ache. It was a terrible thing to hear such a happy sound inside a prison.

"Clara?" she asked after a moment.

"Yes, Juliet?"

"Dr. Vance came today. He brought two bottles this time. He said my blood is getting thick because I don't exercise."

My hands tightened against my apron. "What did he do with the bottles?"

"He leaves them on the silver tray by the door," she said. "The blue bottle is for the morning. The brown bottle is for the night. When I drink the brown bottle, my tongue feels big, like I can't swallow properly, and my legs get cold."

"Juliet," I said, leaning closer to the keyhole. "Can you reach the silver tray from where you sit?"

"Yes. It's on the low table near the door."

"Can you push one of the small bottles under the door to me? Just for a minute?"

There was a long pause. I heard the soft scraping of her hands on the rug, followed by the glass bottle clinking against the baseboard.

A small amber bottle, no larger than my thumb, slid through the three-quarter-inch gap between the bottom of the oak door and the floorboards.

I picked it up quickly. The label was written in a cramped, elegant hand: Dr. E. Vance – Solution No. 4. Ten drops at dusk for spinal agitation.

I pulled the cork stopper with my teeth and brought the rim of the glass to my nose, taking a tiny, cautious sniff.

A sharp, unmistakable scent hit my nasal passages—sweet, bitter, and heavy with the smell of scorched vegetation and alcohol.

My stomach dropped into a tight knot.

It wasn't a nerve tonic. It wasn't medicine for a spinal injury.

It was concentrated Belladonna mixed with Laudanum and heavy traces of Bromide.

At Saint Jude’s, Dr. Miller had used tiny diluted drops of Belladonna to dilate eyes during surgery, and Laudanum was given in strict, measured doses to calm severe trauma patients for a day or two at most. But given continuously, in heavy daily doses to a nine-year-old child?

It was a paralytic cocktail.

The heavy Bromide and Belladonna would cause severe muscle weakness, extreme fatigue, loss of motor control in the lower limbs, and mental confusion. The Laudanum kept her docile, sleepy, and unable to fight back.

Juliet didn't have a broken spine from the fire.

She wasn't walking because she was being systematically poisoned every single day of her life.

"Clara?" Juliet’s faint voice came through the wood. "Is something wrong with the bottle?"

My hands were shaking so violently that the amber glass rattled against my ring.

"No, sweetie," I choked out, pressing my forehead against the cold door. "Nothing is wrong with the bottle. But listen to me very carefully, Juliet. From now on... when they give you the bitter water in the brown bottle..."

"Yes?"

"Do not swallow it."

"It tastes bad anyway," she murmured. "Where should I put it?"

"Spill it into the potted fern by your bed," I instructed, my voice fierce with desperate urgency. "Or soak it into your rug when they aren't looking. Pretend to drink it, swallow a little water from your cup afterward, but let the brown liquid drop onto the floor. Can you do that for me?"

"I think so," she whispered. "Why, Clara? Will it make my legs feel better?"

"Yes," I promised, tears pricking the corners of my eyes in the dark, silent hallway. "It will bring your legs back to life."

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Suddenly, a bright beam of yellow light swept across the top of the stairwell behind me.

Heavy, rapid footsteps were coming up the third-floor stairs.

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