Chapter 5 - The Boy on the Hill

At 7:00 AM the following morning, before the winter sun had fully risen, a black sedan pulled up to the gates of Pine Ridge Memorial Park, a quiet cemetery located far from the city center.
Alistair helped Nellie into a wheelchair he had brought in the trunk. He pushed her slowly along the narrow gravel path, navigating through the snow-covered headstones until they reached the far eastern edge of the cemetery, overlooking a small frozen pond.
Tucked beneath an old oak tree was a modest stone.
SAWYER FIELDS
JULY 14, 2009 – OCTOBER 3, 2019
ALWAYS BELOVED. ALWAYS REMEMBERED.
Nellie let out a soft sound—a mixture of a gasp and a sob—as Alistair wheeled her right up to the stone.
He had stopped at a florist on the way, buying two massive bundles of white lilies and yellow sunflowers. Nellie took the flowers in her trembling hands, leaning forward out of her wheelchair to lay them gently over the snow covering her son's grave.
"Hi, sweetie," Nellie whispered, her hand gently tracing the carved letters of his name. "Mommy’s back. I brought someone with me today."
Alistair sank to his knees in the cold snow beside her wheelchair. He reached out, his hand trembling as he laid his palm flat against the cold granite stone.
"Hi, Sawyer," Alistair choked out, tears blinding his eyes. "I'm... I'm your dad. I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you. I'm so sorry I didn't know your voice, or your smile, or the sound of your laugh."
Nellie looked at Alistair, her own tears falling freely. "He had your chin, Alistair," she said softly through her sobs. "He had your ears. And every time he smiled, he had those tiny dimples near his mouth... just like you."
Alistair pulled a small, silver pocket watch from his coat—an heirloom his father had given him when he graduated from medical school. He laid it gently on top of the headstone, pressing his forehead against the cold granite.
"I promise you, Sawyer," Alistair prayed aloud into the quiet morning air. "I promise you on my life, on my blood, that the people who hurt you and your mother will answer for every single tear she shed. You will never be forgotten."
They stayed by the grave for an hour in the quiet snow.
As they prepared to leave, Nellie reached down and took Alistair's hand.
"He wanted to meet you, you know," Nellie said quietly as Alistair pushed her back toward the car. "When he was seven, he found an old newspaper clipping of you from a medical journal in my drawer. He kept it under his pillow. He used to tell the other kids at school that his dad was a doctor who saved lives."
Alistair stopped pushing the wheelchair. He bent down, burying his face in his hands, weeping uncontrollably in the middle of the quiet cemetery path.
Nellie turned in her seat, reaching up to wrap her arms around his neck, pulling him down against her shoulder. For the first time in fifteen years, they held each other not as bitter ex-spouses, but as two broken parents united in their shared, immortal grief.
"We were both victims of her toxicity, Alistair," Nellie whispered into his ear. "I don't hate you anymore. I just want us to survive."
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Alistair pulled back, wiping his eyes, looking into her face.
"We won't just survive, Nellie," he promised. "We are going to bring them to justice."