Chapter 8 - The Season of Waiting

Spring bled into summer, and summer turned into the crisp, golden days of autumn.
For five months, our home was Room 412 of the Cardiac Step-Down Unit.
I didn't go back to my old office job. My company, touched by the news coverage, allowed me to transfer to a remote financial analyst position, allowing me to work entirely from a small wooden desk set up in the corner of Sophie’s hospital room.
Every day was a routine of resilience.
Morning: Checking the LVAD driveline for signs of infection, monitoring her blood pressure, helping her take her immunosuppressant trial doses. Afternoon: Physical therapy. Sophie had lost significant muscle mass during her illness. I walked alongside her in the hospital corridors, holding her battery pack while she took small, painful steps, cheering her on every time she completed a lap around the floor. Evening: We ate dinner together on her overbed table, watching old movies, laughing at silly reality TV shows, talking about everything we had been too afraid to say during our marriage.
We talked about the two miscarriages.
We wept together—really wept—for the first time in three years, holding each other in the narrow hospital bed as the rain fell outside, letting go of the guilt, the shame, and the silent resentment that had broken our home.
"I thought I failed you as a husband because I couldn't fix your sadness," I confessed one night, resting my chin against her shoulder.
"And I thought I failed you as a wife because I couldn't give you a child," she whispered back, kissing my cheek. "We were both so stupid, Ethan."
"Not anymore," I smiled, wrapping my arms tighter around her waist, taking care not to disturb the LVAD controller. "Never again."
Clara never returned. After the court hearing and the public exposure of her attempt to place Sophie in hospice, she resigned from her family proxy role and moved away to East Coast offices, completely cut off from Sophie’s life.
Instead, Sophie’s mother, Evelyn, visited every Sunday, brought by Caleb. Evelyn’s memory had moments of clarity, and every time she sat by Sophie’s bed, she would hold my hand and whisper: "Thank you for keeping my girl safe, Ethan."
By October, Sophie’s color had returned. She had gained fifteen pounds, her short hair had grown into a chic, soft bob, and her ejection fraction was stabilized by the mechanical pump.
She looked alive. She looked beautiful.
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She was registered at the top of the Regional Organ Sharing Network list as a Status 1B candidate.
All we needed was a match.