Chapter 4 - The Night Before

Thursday night was the quietest, most terrifying night of my life.
Lily had been given a mild sedative to help her sleep through the pre-op monitoring. She lay peacefully under the bright blue hospital blanket, her chest rising and falling rhythmically, monitor lines tracking her fragile heartbeat on the screen above her bed.
Ethan stayed in the room with us. He had refused to go home to his apartment, setting up a folding cot in the corner of the room.
Around 2:00 AM, I stood by the large window overlooking the glowing lights of Chicago. Snow had begun to fall softly, dusting the glass.
I felt a warm jacket being placed over my shoulders. Ethan stood beside me, leaning his forehead against the cool pane.
"I looked for you, you know," Ethan murmured into the quiet dark. "For two years after you left. I hired three different private investigators. But you had completely erased your digital footprint. You changed your maiden name from Vance to Marsh. You lived entirely off cash."
"I was terrified, Ethan," I whispered, turning to face him. "When your mother came to my bakery, she didn't just insult me. She showed me a trust document proving that if you married outside your social class without board approval, your research funding for pediatric cardiology would be cut off permanently. I thought... I thought if I stayed, I would destroy your dream of saving children."
Ethan closed his eyes, let out a long, ragged breath, and pulled me into his arms.
I buried my face in his chest, smelling the familiar, comforting scent of cedar and clean cotton that I had missed for seven long years. My shoulders shook as the years of solitary fear finally dissolved against his strength.
"My dream was never just medicine, Claire," Ethan whispered into my hair, holding me tightly. "My dream was you. It was always you."
He pulled back slightly, his thumb wiping a tear from my cheek.
"Tomorrow, I am going into that operating room," he said, looking at me with absolute determination. "And when I walk out, our daughter is going to be healthy. And then... we are going to fix what was broken seven years ago."
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"What about your mother?" I asked softly.
"My mother lost her right to dictate my life the day she drove you away," Ethan replied. "She is no longer my family. You and Lily are."